Well...here's the problem....
I've been trying to come up with a simple,no frills way to describe who I am as a person and a human being.
I think i may have it....
At first glance, I probably appear to be a somewhat ordinary,somewhat average looking fellow.
Calm, harmless, at ease.
But this is by design.
You see, it is through decades of research and rigorous training that I have crafted this facade of normalcy.
And now, through intense concentration,I am able to function in a social setting.
I can speak at length with educated people aboutpertinent matters of public importance,such as literature, or the current political climate in Europe.
I am capable of conversing with you without ever revealing that just underneath the surface of this manufactured veneer there hides an altogether different person.
A monster, some might say.
My alter-ego.
He is the opposite of the image I project.
He is the antithesis of Cool.
He is the LAST person you want to get trapped in a conversation with.
He is The Geek.
The obsessive science fiction movie watching, comic book collecting, Monty Python dialogue memorizing, Dungeons and Dragons playing GEEK that I struggle daily to keep hidden from the world.
But The Geek Wants Out.
He wants to talk to you.
He wants to give you his doctoral dissertation on why The Adventures of Buckaroo Banzai Across the 8th Dimension is the greatest fucking film of all time!
He wants to bitch slap you because you've never seen Big Trouble in Little China. What? Have you been living in a fucking cave?!
He wants to kick your ass in Star Wars Trivial Pursuit.
And he will.
Because he's a fucking Geek.
And he wants his toys.
He wants the complete set in mint condition, still in the box.
He wants every item on the planet that is even remotely related to Ultraman.
Because Ultraman is Airwolf!
He could give a squirt of piss about sports or politics or rhetoric.
Such things are of no consequence to him.
What matters is the release date of the next Lord of the Rings movie!
You see, The Geek can't wait.
The Geek has no patience.
He wants what he wants when he wants it.
And all he wants is stupid shit!
He wants his own Tardis.
He wants his own light saber.
He wants to buy a DeLorean and he wants to drive it 88 miles per hour.
He wants movies.
He wants to see the Director's Cut.
He wants the impossible to find Japanese bootleg with 6 minutes of never-before-seen footage.
He wants to watch Blade Runner. Again.
He wants to watch Brazil. Again.
He wants to watch A Clockwork Orange. Again and Again!
But I deprive him of these things, as best I can, until I can no longer ignore his voice screaming in my head.
I am Jekyl.
He is Hyde.
I am Bruce Banner.
He is the Hulk.
Especially the Hulk from issues #272 to #378.
But no longer!
I am putting a stop to all this nerdy shit right now!
I'm an adult, for Christ's sake!
And this body isn't big enough for the both of us.
One of us has to go, and it's gonna be him.
I banishing the Geek forever to the Phantom Zone,just like in Superman II
Because, in the end--there can be only one.
Well....there it is...i think that it'll answer any lingering questions you may have. :D
until the next post!
(some text provided courtesy of Ernie Cline)
Yay for geeks!
ReplyDeleteAs it has been written in the book of the ancients: "The Geek shell inherit the earth".
ReplyDeleteGeeks bearing gifts! Glad to see you at the Yak. I'm Idella.
ReplyDeleteDon"t banish the geek! Star Wars trivial pursuit and DeLoreans rock. Great post :) Embrace the inner geek... we do rule the earth, and anyone who doesn't realize that is ... umm wrong? (couldn't think of anything cool right now, it is 2:30 am, make allowances, eh?)
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ReplyDelete*wanders off to hide her geek self*
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